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<3, Not a question. Just a fact.

I miss you! When is school done for you? 



Nightmare.

Its 4:00 A.M. and I just woke up from the worst nightmare of my life and now i can’t go back to sleep.  It started with Jesslyn being at Cal Poly with me for some reason.  We were sitting in this classroom i had never been in before with a bunch of other kids i didn’t know.  The teacher finally walks in and goes to the from of the class and begins to talk.  He asks the first question and Jesslyn, of course, wanted to be the first to answer so she raised her hand before he was even through completely asking the question.  He called on her and she had no idea what the answer was but after the class was looking at her, waiting for her to answer after a while, the teacher said “your name is Jesslyn right?”  She looked at me with a confused face and replied “yea.”  He then went on explaining he knew her and recognized me from one of her soccer games but we both had no idea who he was.  Next thing i knew we were magically in my car and i was driving us home.  I was going the way i usually take to get home however i missed the turn that was supposed to take us to the freeway onramp without noticing.  We continued down a street i had never  been on before until the street became a dead and quickly realized there were several cars parked at the dead end with people in them.  The people in the cars seemed to be making out and doing stuff like that so we tried to turn around but for some reason i couldn’t control my car and it wouldn’t let me turn around.  I continued to try and regain control of my car but it wasn’t happening and then another car drove up to us, i put my window down to find that it was the creepiest looking guy that i had ever seen.  He was wearing weird glasses and had a blue mohawk with tattoos all over his arms and face.  He told me that i needed to turn my car in park to regain control.  I had already done that but i tried it again and it didn’t work.  The guy then started cussing us out and then flipped us off.  Freaked out by the other people in the cars around us, i decided to just floor it and my car finally moved.  We then found our way to the freeway, but not the right freeway.  As soon as we got on the freeway it became super gloomy and foggy to the point that i couldn’t see anything at all outside of the car.  We were both scared but i couldn’t just turn around on the freeway and get off so we continued on.  I literally couldn’t see anything in front of me so i just drove straight in hopes that their wouldn’t be turns.  That was the last thing i remember before i woke up in a parking lot where apparently jesslyn and i had crashed.  As i woke up i could feel blood streaming down my forehead and the first thought that went through my mind was if Jesslyn was ok.  I began screaming for Jesslyn and running looking for her. I found her after a couple of minutes and saw that she had blood all over her face too.  All that consumed my thoughts was if she was alright and if she had been injured.  I found that she didn’t have any injuries that were too serious and the amount of relief i felt at that moment is crazy.  The time that went by as i was screaming and searching for her was terrible, it felt so real and not knowing if she was ok is something i never want to experience in real life.